So there is a good chance that i'm going to spend the rest of my life alone.All this effort i have put and implemented to avoid such eventualities.I know i'm not ugly or dense,i have a pretty good physical attributes but she seems not to see or consider .I even try to change the way i think and act in my everyday life that i spend with her.
I sometimes try to imagine where actually do i go wrong or what words do i put in our conversations that drives her a distant away from me,yet when looking she seems so close.Yeah ,she is like other woman in features but she is special in some part .One fact that i know is i let her take a stroll in my heart and she pretty well knows how i feel about her ,which i think contributes to the hard to get game she's playing .I usually like to look right through her eyes so i can feel her .....,god she is beautiful in every aspect and there is no doubt that i love her ,i need her and i want her !!
In a long time she is the only woman who has managed to bring my heart back to life .In what way can i tell her that i love her so she can understand and accept?How can i steal her heart without her noticing ?
I know one thing that i don't love her so i can satisfy my sexual disires or in simple words so can be intimate with her ,NO'.i just wanna listen to her voice when she says ,i love you too !...She's beautiful,intelligent and everything about her is sensational.I never doubt or question anything about her ,i gave her my trust right from the day i met her .
Where can i climb and shout from so she can hear me ?,I seem to have everything but in reality i have nothing ,She's not loving me back !!!.